Full circle

Today was the first time in awhile i managed to go full circle in my emotions. i started off today happy as a clam, school was great, got alot done, saw my friends and all this was brilliant. i was pretty much fine up till about 5, at this point i plummeted, i got tired and i started over thinking, i cam to full realisation of how dull life is going to be after this term, ill be living at home against my will, im being forced to leave the one place i love and that truely feels like home. this in short is not good for me, its not even that bad an event and yet it has brought me to new depths of depression. I will still be able to see my friends but my social life is as good as dead, my parents have no trust in me and its going to be really awkward. Yet on the bright side i am struck by random flashes of happiness this is good as it keeps me going, so as long as i dont think any further than the end of this week ill stay happy, but thats not possible as i have a brain that over thinks everything. i hate being like this, id much prefer to be happy all the time, but i cant cause things like this keep happening at the worst of times, i sound melodramatic but i assure you im not trying to be. till next time, goodbye