Fraggleraggledaggle

These past few days have been the worst of my life, some ass grassed alot of people in for a certain "activity" and one of them was me this has resulted in me being thrown out the Bhouse....people dont get how shit that is for me....my depression is back and all i want in the world is to die....i wish i was dead cause life would be easier cause i wouldnt have to live it. parents dont trust me, im leaving 95 friends in one day, i dont know what to do about my gf cause i will probably not see her for the next 5 months....i was planning to break up with her for summer not cause theres something wrong with the relationship but just cause 9 months would be to long a relationship but what do i do now.....every plan iv made for the next 3 years is gone out the fucking window cause of all this shit....other than all this friends are still amazing and keeping me alive....this whole fucked up mess luckily wont affect my chances of getting into 6 form and i may be able to get back in next year but still this is bullshit so much stress for such a pathetic thing the worst is that i stopped almost a month ago and now cause some moron thought "oh hey ill brown nose to the fucking headmaster" everything in life is fucked, fucked, fucked, fucked...is this all really worth the stress...is it...i had trust issues before and now they are even worse. life is shit and that is it. goodbye untill the next post.....once again life is shit...oh ya trivium gig in manchester was awsoooome, rise to remain where mental, white chapel blew the roof off, chimera drove the crowd to riot points of violence and excitment and trivium finished everything off like a sweet circle pit on the top. i was bruised and battered and i loved every second of it.