Failure.

I dont feel good enough again......i feel again as if im not good enough for those around me. this isnt due to everyone else not being happy with who i am, im pretty sure alot of my friends love me, but i just dont feel good enough for them. Its bad, and cause its bad i feel worse, my girlfriend loves me, and i know she does, and that makes me feel wanted but i still just dont feel good enough for those around me and her. its an annoying feeling. i dont know what'll ever make me feel happy with myself.....

Life and all its pineapples

Well life is absolutely great at the moment. Ellie is just....i cant explain it shes to amazing. i love her. schools fucked as apparently im more of a dumbass then i gave myself credit for and failedd my exams so resitting them.....im strangely unhappy with myself and i dont know why. i have this amazing gf who thinks im amazing but these days im still majorly unhappy with who i am and i dont know why. i still cant bring myself to like myself......meh. anyway life is amazing. =)