exstensivly confused

I am well and truely stuck here =p, right so theres this girl at school right...and i like her...shes funny, gorgeous, blunt its all brill but my Bestfriend(who has a gf) is always going on about how he has thoughts about her. now me and her have gotten kinda close but shes a boarder and itll be a hard relationship but i think shes worth it....but ill just be in constant fear of her and my bessie getting together before that point...and its all kinda screwed up cause id rather her and him where happy but then shes amazing and blargh all variations of what i just said.... its crazy man crazy.....and im ill which sucks to. =p