I am

Right its been a loooong loong time since me last update and lots has happened since then that i can really be bothered to write about bar one thing, i am still with amber, and its ridiculous how happy that makes me but the strange thing is i'm afraid to tell her how happy it makes me..... what's up with that right.....i mean being with her is like well its just fantastically awesome im not saying that like she's my one and only cause come on im me and im 16 but right now at this very moment shes just.... the girl for me....i literally cant think of anyone i'd rather be with at this moment in time....i mean shes not perfect and saying that sounds dooshy but like if i thought she was perfect it be weird.....even when she complains like right now shes complaining about how crap england is and all i can do is smile cause im just happy to be with her and im scared that ill lose her at any moment.....fucked up thoughts man fucked up thoughts. but hey thats life right =p peace out