Another late night here, seems my little sleeping problems returned. sucks i love sleep, sleeps brilliant, nothing beats sleep excepts sinful green snake sleep but its still sleep....so whats my burning issue this time, well my conversations with my best friend now very rarely stretch past "hello"....which kinda sucks.....we're drifting apart.....could be for the best really....she is leaving and all so easier on both of us ha although her leaving affects me alot more than it affects her don't think she even realizes how big a shot her leaving is...it really sucks. oh yeah sudden realization of how sucky death is and how it hits the people who least deserve it, not that any one deserves it. I guess iv just never really come to grips with my cousins death...even though it was so long ago he just meant alot to me, if ever i had a father figure in life it was him....This was brought about by the fact that i found out one of my friends.....well i met her while i was visiting my cousins but i still count her as a friend even though she pobably doesnt remember me but yeah her Boyfriend died in a car accident last year and Brett also died in a car crash....its all just really crap really but yeah im just ranting about shit thats not mine to rant about sooooo whatever. Todays person of th day is Abi Ridley she gets it for being my new friend and stay up to ridonkadonk hours
Goodnight peeps, sweet dreams...ill still be awake =p
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